IDK!!!!

So one of my guy friends that I grew up with has come back into my life which is weird because I never ever would have thought of him.  He is a really cool and very down to earth person, which is what I like about him. I mean I could always talk to him about everything. And he also gets big points for having his life together, he has a car, a job, goes to school, and most of all he loves God.  But what is making me write about him is he is the first guy that I could maybe think we could possibly be something in the future, which scares the heck out of me....Im so not ready to even think about that, but most of all I know that if I started talking to him like that, there would be no chance of being back with you know who because im not that type of girl, once im talking to someone there is no flip flopping unless we just dont work.  Honestly im so not ready for another relationship, I still need to heal, but I guess only time will tell where I end up and who I end up with.  I am just going to be patient and see where it goes!!!!